whats my age again?

SO in 3 months I am going to be 20.  It is such a scary feeling to know that it has already been almost two years since I graduated from High School.  I miss being young and I wish I took advantage of school when I had the chance.  I miss the only responsibilities of doing home work and trying to fit in.  Now I have more boring things to be stressing over like my job, my bills, taking care of my two fur children, going to college to and just finding hope that I soon find the desire and strive I need to go threw this ride some have called life. Though I am very excited to start my life and start a family, not anytime soon of course, but just knowing I have so much more in store for myself, its exhilarating.  Anyways I hope I get a life hahaha, working and being an adult who still lives at home with rules don't allow very much room for life. CHEERS TO LIFE.

One main reason I am a happy person.

March 19,2012: a very important day in my life and the moment I realized that life has so much more to offer. Dustin Joseph Downs,  my beautiful nephew. The love of my life. He is the cutest thing ever.  Every time I see him I eat so happy and it's obvious in his favorite auntie( muawahaha)! Though my sister,his mother,moved to Colorado, I still love him and I cannot wait to visit that little boy soon. He is a big part in my life and I could not be happier to know that he is my nephew. I am so greatful and blessed to have the family I do and that Dustin is in my life.

Gotta love Mondays.

Monday : get up, feed the dogs,  and try to stay awake the whole hour before I have to be at school. Does that sound familiar? Everyone says that in "young" and this "waking up tired" is only the beginning. Well I understand that I will work and probably for a very long time. I just wish I was a morning person! Though Mondays are hard for me, and I'm sure for a lot of other people, it means the start of a mother week, and another week closer to getting set free from high school and on to the next chapter in my book (when I say book, I mean my life).

This is what I look like every Monday morning!